Becoming superman

“Who am I?” I ask this question everyday of my life. Almost always rephrased, or exercised differently day after day. Nonetheless, the answer always changes, or specifically the answer always gets longer. As of now at 2:00 am on 7/9/21, I’m the guy that prefers noisy people over nosy ones, although I find noise very distasteful ninety-nine percent of the time.Although, nosy people definitely take the trophy on things I hate the most.

I am the male that finds forced conversions very irritating, I absolutely despise being spoken to when I do not feel like speaking. I often find conversations with certain people tasteless, and meaningless. Nonetheless, there are always exceptions, and conditions.

I’m actually obsessed with the idea of becoming a “Superman.” Not exactly like the one in comics and movies, but to me “ superman”is a man who keeps his promises, a man who is selfless in every decision he makes, but just like the comics Superman and my idea of a Super man have plenty of things in common. My favorite, we’ll both endure what others cannot. I believe those who can, should always protect those who cannot, I believe if you have the means endure or protect the ones who cannot then you most certainly should. Day after day I will continue to attempt to be that man, day after day I’ll be one step closer.

I love country music! Definitely my favorite genre of music, I enjoy all the others too but something about that acoustic guitar, and southern accent. I find it all untroubled, and I love all things I find peaceful.

Most people don’t know this about me, but I wanna live on a farm, I just want a house and a farm away from people. I’m going to listen to listen to country music, read and write all day, and just take care of my farm. That’s the dream, that’s the goal, and I just can’t wait.

I don’t ever lie without reason, and I never make promises I cannot keep. Most importantly I find those who do make promises they know they cannot fulfill disgusting. I find anyone who makes empty promises and beautiful words the lowest of the low. I understand people will say it’s just not that black and white, but what if it is. I feel as though everything in this world fall victim to over complicating things, sometimes they’re just as they seem, just as simple as it appears.

Lastly, before I drag this out longer than I would like. Although, I use the title “Superman”, but by no means do I assume the label “Hero” with it. I find Heroes to often be full of lies and full of false promises. On the contrary, I find villains more my style. Though I do prefer them without the greed and mass murder. What I admire is that a “villain” always has a reason, a “Villain” follows through…